And I do not know what to do now. Undecided? I guess so. I cannot tell what is good for me as of the moment. Test of faith? I need some signs. And He gives it. But some other signs are just around the corner. I might get the wrong impression. The first? Or the next which will be better? I am confused now.
I might need some time. Some orderliness. I need to re-wire my brain to see my top priorities. To be able to decipher what is truly best for me. I know these are just the flavors of it. I can get over it.
I want it now. Or should I listen to my deeper ego that patience is indeed a virtue! ( photo from an art page in facebook)